Self Hate


"I HATE MYSELF"


THE ANGER SWELLS INSIDE ME BURNING
AND STINGING MY FLESH..
MY EYES , RED LIKE A RAGING BULL..
FROM CRYING? NO IS THE ANGER, THE TEARS
HAVE DRIED, LEAVING BEHIND THE EMPTYNESS
OF FALSE HOPES AND DREAMS LONG DEAD..

NOW THE ANGER SEETHES AND OOZESES FROM
MY EVERY PORE. I REACH OUT IN RAGE, BUT ONLY
TO INFLICT MORE SELF PAIN. THE RUINS
LAY AT MY FEET, THE STARS HAVE FELL FROM
MY HEAVENS. THE DOOR HAS BEEN CLOSED,
AND LOCKED. I AM BARRED FROM THE HEART
THAT I LOVED , PRISIONER OF MY OWN DOING,
SHACKLED WITH THE MEMORIES OF LONG PAST..

WHY BOTHER,TO SEEK THE TRUTH, NO ONE
BUT ME CAN SMELL THE RUBBLE AS IT BURNS
AND SMOLDERS AS MY FLESH ROTS OFF THE
BONES. WHAT GOOD IS FLESH THAT CAN NOT
LOVE? THE DOVE FALLS AT MY FEET LIFELESS
FOR ME TO MOURN..

I shall keep my memories


I Hate Myself For Losing You

Kelly Clarkson

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