 Did I know you as a child' or maybe my fantasy' My imaginary friend.. I feel you have always been with me, or was it just my dreams? Have we spent a life time together? Or is it really an unexplainable flash of time that makes it seems as tho? My escape to my dreams and to the other side of me. The place where no one knows exists, except for me with my child like glee... Time has passed, who knows how long. It may have been my lifetime or it may have just been days. I know no way to measure the time I spent with you. An eternity sounds so unfair.. Not nearly long enough to share the things with you that come into my head. I long to escape into my dreams and visit you once more. My day dreams, my night dreams, my every thought is you. It makes no matter where or when, if I close my eyes I can almost see you once again. we have shared so much together, my imaginary friend.. You tell me it is time for you to fade away, and the tear drops fall upon my face, I cannot face that dreaded day.. My memories take me back to when we were but babes and looked down from the heavens as we went about our play.. The joys that you have brought me mean so very much. They made my life bearable amid my grief’s and strife’s... Today your visit are so brief, you come and then you go, appearing as a ghostly sphere, I can no longer feel your touch I try to reach out to you, but you cannot see my plight. They try to tell me is not real, but it is so very real to me for you are a part of me. Imaginary, I don’t believe. I have been told I don't know how to love and in this they are so wrong.. they have no way of knowing, for that spot they cannot touch. I can pretend no longer of something not meant to be. My heart belongs to only one, imaginary, well it maybe.. There are those that stand in line and wait, but there waiting is in vain, for the one thing that I know for sure.. "It is better to stand alone, than it is to let them think that there is hope of love to come when the Love I know belongs to my imaginary Friend.... And my punishment I fear is to end out my days being forced to face the reality that you My Friend has gone away........  |